When I was younger if you would have told me he would die one day I would have not believed it for a second bc he was the most active and energetic man I had ever met. To tell me he would get sick and never get better was beyond unthinkable. And to tell me I would actually be ok with him gone would be completely incorrect. But as we have been down a very long road with him and his recent misery all of this changed. I am ok because I know where he is and because I know he is much happier. Does it hurt? More than anyone can imagine but I'm a better person bc he was a part of my life. I can only hope to live a life close to how he did.
His visitation is tonight and I'm not too sure how I'm going to handle it so please pray for me and my family.
Looks like I'm going to be losing my job over very stupid assumptions that are untrue. If I'm not fired I plan on leaving once I find another job bc I can't work for a place that doesn't believe me and will make my life a living nightmare every day I go in from now on. I obviously can't afford this as we have been living paycheck to paycheck and my hubby only works part time for various reasons.
My issue is that it's going to be hard to find a job that pays me even close to what I make now.
Just pray that I can do this! I'm awful at interviews but hopefully I am better now that I have had a few within the company I work for now.
If they lay me off like they did the rest of the people I may not get unemployment bc they are trying to say these ppl quit even though they have a termination letter in hand. I will fight them but don't know if I will be able to afford to fight them.